Wednesday, March 2, 2011

"Life with you makes perfect're my best friend"

This story is kind of embarrassing on multiple levels but I'm going to share it with my awesome readers but you have to pinky promise not to mock me...

It starts off with what might be the most embarrassing part of the story...well, here goes nothing...

I was watching Hannah Montana....stop giggling....please? Anyway, I was watching Hannah Montana, and it was the last season- potentially even the last episode.  Hannah got offered a movie deal in Paris while Lily was super excited for her and Hannah to go to college together.  Lots of silly stuff goes on- Hannah lies to Lily, they make up, Lily decided to go to Paris but changes her mind because it wasn't her dream, Hannah has a whole song full of decision making while pacing back and forth in her Paris hotel suite, she decided to go surprise Lily at college and go to school with her instead...

Simple right? Nothing tugging at your heart strings? Yeah, well apparently my "deployment hormones" were at an all-time high because I was BAWLING! I wasn't teary-eyed, I didn't get choked up, I was full blown bawling my eyes out. I could barely breathe I was crying so hard! 

I viewed the episode as always choosing your best friend.  They were willing to give up each others dreams to make the other person happy and in the end- she realized being with her best friend is what she wanted.  That is totally fine and dandy- but you know what? I want my best friend to always be around too!!!

I hadn't heard from Kale in a while and just really wanted to have a nice chat with him.  I didn't want to be rushed and have to fit in over 2 weeks of happenings in under 5 minutes, I wanted to have a chat like we do every day- sitting on the couch and just chatting about what happened.  Unrealistic, I know, but its what I wanted.  I know that its unrealistic so I don't focus on it, I'll have my time to sit and chat with him when hes home! Seeing such an awesome TV friendship though made me realize just how much I missed having my best friend around....cue the waterworks! 

Kale is so much more then my husband, he truly is my best friend.  Hundreds of times a day, I want to tell Kale about what just happened, or even better- I wish he would have experienced it with me.  No one else do I think about more, no one else do I wish I was with more, no one compares to him! 

So, if someone would have walked in during that time they would have seen me, uncontrollably sobbing while Hannah Montana plays in the background...looking back, it makes me giggle with how silly the whole scene would have looked...

But, morale of the story- I miss my best friend.

1 comment:

  1. i. always. cry. always. always always always!!!

    "So I’m moving on
    Letting go
    Holding on to tomorrow
    I’ve always got the memories while I’m finding out who I’m gonna be
    We might be apart but I hope you always know
    You’ll be with me wherever I go
    Wherever I go

    So excited I can barely even catch my breath
    We have each other to lean on for the road ahead
    This happy ending is the start of all our dreams
    And I know your heart is with me "


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